21DJC-Day 21 - What is Your Biggest Wish for the Future?

I have finally come to an end of this 21 Day Journal Challenge. Today is the last day of this challenge, ended with the question: What is my biggest wish for my future?

I always tell myself that, I have achieved all the goals in my life, except one: to form a family.

I wish to have a husband with a few kids. I believe that with the family, I would be able to learn even more and move to the next level of my life.

I hope that my dream would be achieved by age of 32. I really hope so, and I’m working into it as well.

Tonight, I ended this last post of 21DJC with a short one.

21DJC–Day 20 - What Limiting Beliefs Are You Holding On To?

Today is the second last day of this Daily Journal Challenge program from Personal Excellence. Today’s question is: What is the limitting belief that hold me back from reaching to the next level in my life? (Phew~ a long question!)

With this long question, there is only one word as my answer: Confidence!

Yes, I don’t have confidence enough on myself. Before I’m to do something, I would ask myself: what is I cannot make it? What if something happen in between? What if… Many “what-if” questions would appear in my mind.

I know my appearance is not good enough, that’s why I’m lack of confidence. And that is the reason why, I accepted the challenge from my friend to reduce my weight for 10kg in 6 months. It might be tough for me, as this is my very first attempt to reduce my weight, but I would try my best.

I know my teaching skill is not good enough, so I try to be creative, inject a few new ideas into my lessons. Some of them failed, while some of them succeeded. From those ideas that failed, I figured out what the students think normally, and I would try to tackle their interests. (Sigh, it seems that it is not easy to be a lecturer. We still need to tackle the students’ interests in order to make it to be a good lesson)

I know my communications skill is not good enough, so I try to learn to communicate by joining Toastmasters Club. However, due to some issues, I decided to leave next year. I would concentrate on my Master course after that. It is not to say that communication skills is no longer important to me, but it is just that I know I cannot handle too many things at once. I would need full concentration in only one thing most of the time in order to come out with a good result. That is one of the reason that I decided to leave.

I know my drawing skill is not good enough, so I decided to start learning drawing myself, by taking note on how people draw and how I draw. I hope that I can enter to the competition one day too!

I know my photography skill is not good enough, so I decided to learn taking photos and edit photos in different styles, but not limit myself to only one style of photo editing. I would let my feeling flows!

All these happened because of lack of confidence in myself. So I started to take corrective actions. I would not let myself hold back with what I have planned and what I wish to achieve so much in my life, before I leave this world.

Go on! I can make it!

21DJC-Day 19 - What Words Best Describe You?

It is the 19th journal that I have written for this 21 Daily Journal Challenge. Today’s question is what words best describe me?

If I would to describe myself, I guess, the way people see me and the way I look at myself would be different. If other people look at me, they would always think that I’m a cheerful person. I always have smile on my face. But, I would to describe my own characteristics, I would say, I’m an emotional person. I’m easily affected by other people’s emotions. That is the reason why I always want to make people around me to be happy, because I want myself to be happy as well.

Besides, to myself, I think that I’m a highly motivated person. No matter how bad of feeling I have, I would be able to recover in a fast manner. I know that I have to go on with my life, so I cannot stop at the same place for long time, I cannot afford to. That is how I live until today.

In term of appearance, hmm… I have a bad word to describe myself, too casual. I seldom take note on my appearance, as long as I feel comfortable, I will wear the clothes. It is good in a way that I know what I want, but it is bad in term of trying out new clothes. I know I might have new taste if I would to try out new style of wearing. I know, just that I do not have the guts to try it out. =.="

That’s all for tonight. I feel kind of tired today, driving and working the whole day. Wish you enjoy your holiday.