The Guy in Mc Donald =.=

It’s been a week that I thought of having Mc Donald as my breakfast while on my way to college. Today, I have made it!! Wakaka~~ A simple little thing can make me so happy, and that’s me. XD

Well, because of Mc Donald, I purposely departed from my house at 7am and took ferry to Penang island. When I reached Mc Donald at Gurney Drive, it was 8am. Besides having Mc Donald breakfast, I was trying to estimate how long do I need to take to college by ferry. It was still under my estimation, and I still had time to buy a breakfast set with RM4.50 excluding the tax, sat down at a seat beside the window, enjoying my delicious breakfast set.

While I was enjoying my coffee and reading an ancient China novel "Shan Hai Jing", there was a guy phoned to someone and shouted to that person in the phone loudly. He kept on scolding that person for at least 10 minutes!! Gosh… all my mood wat spoiled. >.<" Early in the morning, can’t you just give other people a peaceful environment? You didn’t have good mood, but can you please think of other people? I know you are a business man, but business men do have brain, right? Why didn’t you have one?

Anyway, I didn’t really explode my feeling on that, just continued with my reading. I was thinking that, his whole day was spoiled by the call that he made too. I remembered that he told the person in the phone that, he was sick for the whole week and he just went back to office on Monday because he wanted to sign an important check. Haha, a person that sick for the whole week still could sit in Mc Donald enjoying his breakfast? What a liar… And this is what we call "business man", especially a Chinese business man. XD

Of course, that was not my matter. I just finished my coffee and went off. Why do people want to get angry? Hmm…

Teacher or not?

Today is the first day of a new semester. However, it is not my first day of teaching. My first lecture class will be on Wednesday, which is a 2 hour lecture class. Many people asked me what is my feeling to be a lecturer. Am I nervous? Or am I feeling any excitement? Honestly, nothing much feeling I have in me. Maybe it is because this is not the first time I teach.

I was a temporary teacher before, although it was only a 2-day temporary teacher. Because of certain issue, I did not continue my wish to be a temporary teacher at that time. However, I had the experience in teaching (Yeah… they are not big kids as students I’m going to teach now), and I appreciated those 2 days of teaching life.

There was once I flinched from my dream to be a teacher, especially when I faced those naughty students. They were the last class’s students, who did not even bother what the teachers said. I was frustrated although I just taught them for only 2 days. I asked myself, whether I was suitable to be a teacher? Was that really what I want?

Yes, I told myself, this is what I want, and I believe, I will not regret for what I have chosen. That is just what I want to be. :)

I hope, I could let all students and let them understand that, study is not the most important thing in our life, but it is necessary for us to learn, to study.

Just a simple update of this blog :P

It has been 2 months that I didn’t update this blog. Hmm… actually, whenever I think to write a post for this blog, all of the ideas will be gone. Probably it was because I was restricting myself to write a better post for this blog, so that I do not publish some ‘rubbish’ on here. XD

Now, I’m trying not to restrict myself from putting any idea I have on here, no matter it is a so called rubbish or not. Haha~~ And, I will try to use as simple wordings as possible, not to stress so much on the vocabulary, because I actually realized that, by stressing myself is not a good way for me to produce a good post, instead, no production at all. =.="

I will just write as how I talk. :P Probably this is an excuse for me to be lazy to think of the new vocabulary, and write in proper English. But, anyhow, at least I produce something, right? :P

I have provided the URL of this blog to my colleague from Dell India team. I assume they will keep on reading the updated posts in this blog (although I am not sure for that), so I must keep on my production here. In future, I will try to make it as interesting as possible, talk about my interests, my activities, my life, etc. Of course, it might be the same content with my Chinese blog sometimes, as most of my effort are put on that blog.

That’s for all tonight. I’m going to have a good rest tonight, tomorrow will be another busy day. :)

Sweet dreams, everyone~!

2009 / 2010

It is a new year, year 2010. Through out the day, I have read thru many blogs, which were talking about the feelings that they had or the events that they met within last whole year of 2009. Here my turn to talk about mine.

In year of 2009, I changed my sleeping habit. Although I didn’t manage to change the habit totally, as I am still thinking that sleeping is an enjoy activity, and sleeping can refresh myself from tiring life. However, I started to learn a lot of things, started to enforce myself not to sleep if it was unnecessary, especially during noon time of weekends. That was the reason why, I started to learn clay modeling, to avoid myself from feeling sleepy. XD

In year 2009, I thought of improving my English, and so I joint Toastmaster Club. The idea was brought up by my colleague. She suggested me to join Toastmaster club with her together, and so, I started another new experience of my life. The first time I stood on the stage, it was not a real stage, and I was just standing in front of my fellow toastmasters, I trembled when they called for my names, and I was forcing myself to say something for 2 minutes! =.=" Anyway, it has passed at the end, and I got encouragement from the fellow toastmasters. The feeling was great!! From there, I noticed that, I should speak in a slower manner, so that I could have more time to think what should I say next, and speak slower would calm down myself too. I am still learning about it, and I used it in a job interview. ^^

In year 2009, I got a great appraiser from my co-workers and business partners regarding my job performance. The appraiser comforted me and raised me up from my emotional downturn. Although I got no promotion due to the company economy downturn, and we did not even got the salary increment, but it was really revivable to me. ^^

In year 2009, how much I had achieve? How was my performance in terms of life improvement? I would rate myself as 78% achievement. It was a B level. :P Haha~ I hope that this year 2010, I would have a huge breakthrough in improving my life, not only my life style, my career, but also my habits, my thoughts and my actions. :)

My imagination?

Today, I’m released a bit compared to last week, as most of the issues for the project have been fixed during the weekend.

I read a lot of blogs after back to home, and found a nice drawing blog~ It’s about drawing, the blogger posts all his master pieces up in his blog, and they are so nice! This is the ideal blogging way in my mind since I started blogging in year 2005!!

However, I’m not good in imagination. Even if I have the inspiration of drawing something, I can never draw it nicely. Whatever in my mind, something else is produced. I imagine a tiger, it may ends up a cat on the paper. =.=”

See, this it is. Hehe… I laugh at myself when I look at it…. Haha
 

Anyhow, this is a good way to release my stress. I’m a happy-go-lucky person, but I still have stress, although the word “stress” had never come into my mind until I started to work in the current company. What a lucky girl I am! :P

I will continue to produce “unwanted” drawing when I’m free. It could be a few minute work, or a few hour work for drawing, as if we are drawing using our hands with the real brush and colors, not the Photoshop brush. Hehe

Good night, and sweet dreams!

Time is precious

During my childhood, I always thought that I had too much free time. And, I always tried to find something to do, in order to fill up my free time.

Gradually, I grew up, yet my thinking was still the same, I was just too free that I like to sleep a lot. Whenever I had so called “free time”, I always filled up the time with a nice sleep.

Up till last year, I realized that, I wasted too much time for sleeping. Having a good sleep is necessary, but it was just too much as if I was a decadent. In fact, I’m interested in numerous fields, from languages to cultures, from crafts to arts, from music to instruments, from stars to astrology, from movements to meditation, etc. However, I was just a lazy-bones that did not want to take initiative to involve myself into the erudition of those fields.

I was thinking, am I too late to start it now? What I should do, is to start the first step to be enthusiasm for those fields. I know, once I started it, I will never have a chance to regret of doing it, and I will not.

Hence, I started to learn swimming, yoga, zither, and learn clay modeling this year. I believe, only practice makes perfect. Now, I even attend Toastmasters club, so that I could improve my English and public speaking. From the learning, I got to know which activities are suitable for me, and which are not. Even if I felt not comfortable with the activities, or probably because of the environment, I still learned something, which will always stay in my heart. I do not want to be a mistress of a department, or a company, but I just want to be a mistress of my destiny, my dreams. :)

Time is precious in our life!

Dreams and targets

How many of your dreams have come true? Or, have you ever try hard to make your dreams come true?

I have a lot of dreams / targets, some of them are right now with me, some of them are yet to be achieved, and some of them were just my dreams flew through my life without my effort to achieve them.

Here are my dreams and targets~~

I wish to be a teacher (yet to be achieved…)
Since my childhood, I wished to be a teacher. When I was in the primary school, the teachers used to pass us a card to let us record down what were our ambitions. From Standard 1 until Standard 6, my first ambition was always to be a teacher. However, from my life experience, I have just been being a temporary teacher for only 2 days before I got into the college life. Will it be continued for the rest of my life? No one knows, and I do not really have the plan for it for now, as I have stepped into the IT field for 3 years. My passion of being a teacher has reduced since I joint the IT field…

I wish to have a car after graduated from university (achieved)
When I was in college and university, most of my classmates and friends drove to the college / university by themselves, either motorcycles, or cars. Those vehicles might not be theirs, but I was really envy with the feeling of having my own vehicle, so that I could go anywhere as I like without depending on other people. Since then, I set my target to have a car after graduated from university, probably in half a year time. (My dad does not allow me to learn driving a motorcycle, so I just have a car license) Yes, after half year of working life, I managed to buy a small local car, by using my own salary. I was really satisfy with the car, because it is all paid by myself. Although it’s a burden for me to pay for the car loan right now, but next year will be the last year of my payment to the loan. And, I will be freed up from the car loan after then. ^^ Will I change to a new car in next 3 years? I guess not, as I plan to have my own saving for a travel after that.

I wish to have a house 2 years after having a car (achieved)
After having a car, my next target was to have a house. I don’t like a big house like bungalow or a semi-detached house. It will scary if the house is too big, which you will not know if there is anyone concealing at any corner of the house. I have my own house now, a double-story terrace house, although it’s not fully paid by me. (Thanks to my parents for supporting me from the back. I really appreciate their great help and efforts…) It becomes another burden to me, as I have to paid the house loan. That will be 28 years to go. :)

I wish to take zither examination (yet to be achieved…) 
I have learnt zither for more 3 years. Yet, I haven’t taken any examination for my zither knowledge. I’m not a professional performance as a zither player, but I wish to know what is the standard of my zither knowledge, what are the aspects that I should improve (yea… I actually know some of the aspects that I should improve, and I’m working on them). I believe it will be satisfaction even if I just got a passing result without excellent performance. It’s all my efforts. :) Yet, I couldn’t join the examination this year, because I’m just too busy with the work (Aha… excuse, excuse!!)

I wish to learn as much hand-made crafts as possible (in progress)
This was also one of my dreams since I was young. Unfortunately, I was such an impatient person. I always planned to do some crafts, but at the end, they were all just planned without execution. All of the projects were on hold, or even were cancelled. :P So, now, I’m planning for all the craft works, and will execute them, no matter how long is the lead time to finish all of the projects. This is my target, target to finish the art works that I have planned. ^^

I wish to utilize my weekends (in progress)
Previously, my weekends were very precious for me to have nice sleep, especially Sunday. However, I still felt tired when I went to work on Monday. Thus, I target to have nice weekends, fill up all the weekend free time with different activities. Nowadays, I go for swimming on Saturday morning most of the time, and go for zither class after that. For Sundays, I spend almost 6 hours for clay class, and for the rest of the time will go for my own hand-made craft works. Projects will keep going on and I will explore with my own ideas for that. :) From there, I will really learn a lot, not only for craft works, but increase my knowledge to different fields, because whenever I want to do an art project, I will definitely need to find the information of the particular project, so that I can make it a success.

I wish to speed up my thinking (in progress)
This is one of the reasons I joint Toastmasters Club. It’s not mainly for career achievement, but it’s more for my personal improvement. Speed up my thinking, will indirectly help me in communication with other people. I’m just such a person that is well-known to be slow in response, my weakness and I’m thinking to improve it. Of course, from various activities during my weekends, I believe I’m able to improve my knowledge and hence help me to relate all the knowledge together and apply in my daily life.

I wish to have a family (yet to be achieved…)
I believe, most of the girls wish to have a family, same for me. I will not put all my effort to work, although I’m forced to, sometimes. Anyway, it’s my dream, to have a stable family, a husband that loves me a lot, a few kids with me. It would be better if I could stop working and stay with my kids all day long. I would love to do so, for my own kids’ good. Of course, the condition is that, I will need to find a rich and hardworking husband. XD

So far, there were only 8 major targets for my life. For sure, I have some small small targets to achieve, but they are all categorized under these 8 major targets. I hope, I can really achieve all of them.

p/s: The 8th target was just added in, which was missed out… haha~ Why? Because it was not in my plan since I was small, and it appears only after I entered university life. :P

Ok, going for a shopping with my younger brother soon. ^^

A new post after 4 years

After 4 years, this is the second post of mine in this blog. Still, it’s under construction.

This blog will be all in English, which I will try my best to stress on the grammar, vocabularies, etc. in each of the posts.

I’m not sure how long it will last, or probably just one post after per year? Aha… Basically, I’m just an ordinary person who likes Chinese a lot. Currently, all my posts in the main blog are all in Chinese. Of course, from now on, I will continue with my Chinese blog, while trying my best to update this English blog.

I would say, I wish to improve my English while I’m having fun with it. I believe, learn anything by having fun will definately help a person to improve his knowledge in a fast pace.

I hope I could be the same, too. :)

this is my 1st blog

this is my 1st blog here. it's still under construction.
please come again later.
thanks.