Teacher or not?

Today is the first day of a new semester. However, it is not my first day of teaching. My first lecture class will be on Wednesday, which is a 2 hour lecture class. Many people asked me what is my feeling to be a lecturer. Am I nervous? Or am I feeling any excitement? Honestly, nothing much feeling I have in me. Maybe it is because this is not the first time I teach.

I was a temporary teacher before, although it was only a 2-day temporary teacher. Because of certain issue, I did not continue my wish to be a temporary teacher at that time. However, I had the experience in teaching (Yeah… they are not big kids as students I’m going to teach now), and I appreciated those 2 days of teaching life.

There was once I flinched from my dream to be a teacher, especially when I faced those naughty students. They were the last class’s students, who did not even bother what the teachers said. I was frustrated although I just taught them for only 2 days. I asked myself, whether I was suitable to be a teacher? Was that really what I want?

Yes, I told myself, this is what I want, and I believe, I will not regret for what I have chosen. That is just what I want to be. :)

I hope, I could let all students and let them understand that, study is not the most important thing in our life, but it is necessary for us to learn, to study.